Xoxo, krish!

I don’t know about you but everything has been crazy and uptight. Everyone’s acting different, little problems arise out of nowhere, your getting the stomach virus and you got muscle aches everywhere, your friends are drifting apart from you, the people who you thought you could depend on isn’t there anymore, etc…etc…etc!

Things are different now. Well for me anyways. Change is inevitable…i understand that now and i just got to learn how to live with it. People will change and drift apart from you. People come and go in your lives. And friends will come and go but in the end, there will only be the true friends that really stick with you no matter what. And i know exactly who those few people are…And well, life goes on.

I’m an uptight person, and now that i have no more school, i have nothing to really focus on and be determined and spend my time on. when i had school, most of my time was studying and concentrating and i didnt mind that. i actually loved it because it kept me focused and busy. But now that i don’t have anything to really focus on, i focus on the little things that’s been happening to me, and over-analyzing things and over-thinking everything. and i think that’s what has been messing me up! im getting too up-tight about everything because im not so focused on one thing, which is school and studying! I’ve been having mental breakdowns because life right now is crazy and weird…. So that’s why I’m learning to just.. CHILL.

I’ve been you know…chilling. And its actually been calming me down a bit and not getting my panties in a bunch. Chill is just… you know, laid back and breathe and not soo you know, uptight on certain things. Like, just sitting on the couch and watching a tv show while eating cookies n cream ice cream or something. That’s…chill. I just gotta chill man. That’ll keep me from messing up these things that are coming my way lately.

If we all just take a step back, and examine everything…and think….you’ll see that we just gotta be chill.

i don’t know. that’s just me.